So after staying up past 11, tossing and turning for an hour, and then getting up for an 1 am potty break for the pups, I woke up late this morning. Surprise surprise. But of course, it’s never that simple. Today was my lab day. So instead of being a “good” research assistant, I missed running the last participant of the semester. I totally flaked out on someone and something that’s really important to me.
I just can’t seem to get my shit together. And I’m stuck back in my evil caffeine cycle. Too wound up to sleep, lose sleep, drink coffee, drink soda, too wound up to sleep, lose MORE sleep, drink coffee, dink 2 sodas… I need a week off to detox, study, research, and clean. But until I go permanent and get PTO, I’ll just keep scrambling.